Eh could be worse

Holy crow my bbs hurt something awful. I threw on a shirt this morning minus a bra and my nips hurt like all get out when it touched them. I'm thinking af is going to make an appearance, my cer is in the "start" position as I call it. It seems as fertil aid is doing something at least; if it helps regulate my system I won't complain too much.

Empty nest

I wonder if you can consider the empty nest situation before you have kids- due to pcos and other interfility issues...

I've survived another season of the consignment children's sale that I help out with. Prior to this sale I disliked helping but with the new owners I didn't feel like an outcast without a child. Tonight since I volunteered for 10 shifts I was allwed to shop the VIP sale with 6 other people. I'm now the proud owner of a rainforest cradle swing (needs the ac adapted), an xl abc playpen with the optunal quilt, the rainforest bath bag and... An empty crib (which is an amazing 3 in one that came WITH the toddler rail) all of which will join my million other items in our 2nd bedroom. I paid 27.84 after my discounts, at least that I feel good about. 

Something inside me wants to tear that 2nd bedroom apart (we inherited some of my mil stuff when she sold he house and move to mo) and just idk just have if set up. It's a new feeling, yearning and I just hope I'm not setting myself up for failure. I truly had no intention to buy a crib and when I was volunteering for check in Sunday I didn't see a single one come in.

Tea for two and two for tea!

Day two, and I am swimming in a sea of loose leaf tea.

I started the fertility tea again yesterday in hopes it would help and that I would actually follow through on it. Worst thing is the taste, blech! I don't usually like tea unless it's cold sweet tea or cold flavored tea. Let me be honest with you about this it might say it is honey infused or whatever but it's horrid, I added some of the simply lemon packet into it in hopes it would help and it made it horribly bitter. This is the one time id like to say bless your heart you taste amazing. If your in the south you'll hopefully understand what I mean.