Wednesday, January 9, 2013

I must have missed something

I am beyond confused, I have a sonogram last week, was told that I have no cysts and then today I get a letter in the mail from my drs office, when I open it the at the very top it says.
"Tammi, Congratulations on you pregnancy! You'll have your baby in your arms before you know it!"
I called them back to see what in the world was going on, it was after 4 so I didn't assume I would receive a call back tonight, which I didn't.
Reading it made my heart sink, while I know it has to be an error on their part, because of my sono last week.
I just want so badly to be pregnant....

Sunday, January 6, 2013

Emotions off the chart

My emotions have been all over the place lately, not sure if it is the pro-gest or something else. I have been super cranky even though I have been trying like crazy not to be. Today a conversation Dh had with his mom set me off. I have my good and bad days with pain and feeling ill and he had her on speaker phone, she asked if I felt better and when I said no and he repeated it the first thing out of her mouth was is she pregnant. The first thing out of my mouth from the bathroom was that she needed to stop that shit, and he had better take her off speaker because I was about to tell her off. Her and I DO NOT get along, so it just ads fuel to the fire. Dh was amazing and responded to her, asking are you pregnant, when she responded no, he asked her how it felt for her to be asked that and told her she had no right to ask things like that, if she needed to know then she would be told (love that man!). When they hung up I said it was nice of her to start that crap, knowing how much we want kids, he said that she just wanted grandchildren, my rude comment was that it's not like we hadn't been trying to have kids for years (see my emotions off the chart there, I would normally suck it up and let it go, just like I do when some random stranger asks when I am due, because of how my weight shows on me)

Thursday, January 3, 2013

Good Start To The Year

Happy New Day Everyone! So it's the first of the year and I am optimistic that things will be better all the way around this year. After my sonogram Monday I was worried what the results would be, since the tech said that my uterus was titled to the right substantially and my ovaries on the right side were the highest she had seen in 30 years. My ob called me before the office opened Wednesday to tell me that she had recived my sonogram and had looked it over. I did not have any cysts on either of my ovaries (dances) and she said that everything looked fantastic. I started Pro-gest cream a few days ago, and have forgotten to use it last night. After reading the soulcysters board and the reviews it is what I am going to try for the 2 weeks on and then 2 off and see if I can't jump start my cycle a more natural way.