My sister said that she felt like she had fell down the rabbit hole last night and I think that it sounds like a great analogy as to what is going on with my life currently. Between looking for a job, school and bills my sleep or lack thereof it at it's all time low and my stress level is at a record high.
I have gotten over the initial reaction to finding out many of my friends are pregnant and have been able to pretty much let it go. I have been getting into the classroom for my observation and love it, but it also makes me happy that non of the children their are mine. As much as I would like a child, I am not sure if I would be a good mother, but I know my dh would be a fantastic father.
My back was giving me issues a few weeks ago and it reminded me how much time I have left before that will become a huge issue in my life, so the whole baby thing it kinda at a now or never situation. With that said I have an appointment with a fertility specialist in November, who is supposedly the best in town and he will give me the honest facts about our chances of ttc.
